Had my marriage lasted, I would have been married for 20 years today. It’s sad when I think about all of the happiness that was in my heart 20 years ago. All of the excitement. All of the anticipation I had for my happily ever after. I’m disappointed that things didn’t work out the way I expected.
Today I found out that one of my favorite colleagues is retiring. She’s had a rough couple of weeks and decided that time was passing her by much too quickly. So she decided to stop working and smell the roses while she’s healthy and able to do so. I envy her.
Today I learned that a friend is sick. She’s a woman of faith and she’s strong, but she’s also human. I feel badly for her and I vow to join her in her fight, however I can.
Today my commute was worse than my usual horrible commute. There was no accident, just too many cars in an area that continues to build houses. This suggests to me that things are only going to get worse.
Today my male friend got on my nerves due to a silly misunderstanding. Maybe by this time I’d just had enough, cause what happened really shouldn’t have bothered me, but it did. Life as a single girl really isn’t so bad, I'm not sure my nerves can take the hassle of testosterone.
Today is another day that my beloved cat child, Sasha Malia, is not eating. I have no idea why. She begs for food and when I feed her, she refuses it. The last time she went through this it cost me several hundreds of dollars for a vet to tell me that nothing was physically wrong with her. Maybe her eating disorder has come from hanging around me? It really is possible, I've been known to eat popcorn, ice cream, or trail mix for dinner. Don’t judge, I live alone and am the only one who has to eat it! 😊
Yeah, today has been a very interesting day and it’s not over yet. I feel like I want to run into my room, jump under the covers, and try this thing again tomorrow.
I can’t take too much more of today. I'm grateful for it, but I'm ready for tomorrow.